Sometimes in life...

Sometimes in life.. everything seems so meaningless.. all that you do.. all that you see.. all that you feel.. seems worthless..

When running and catching the things you once were fascinated about.. seems to be a stupid obsession...

All your loved ones.. though sitting near you.. seem to be too distant..

When the people you loved to hang out with.. seem like mere crowd..

When you feel lost in the volume of everything in the world..

All you wish is .. to run.... and run away....

somewhere too far.. where the noise ..the feelings.. the words.. cant reach you... 

Where there is nothing.. Not even void.. 

All you can see.. All you can feel.. All you can hear.. Is emptiness in mind.. Hollow in heart.. Silence everywhere..

And all you are left with.. Is your wish.. In that despair... 

Wish.. To live the dream you aspire..

Wish.. That there would be someone who would understand you.. Or at least make an effort to do so..

Wish.. To be loved the way you deserve...

Wish.. To have someone who accepts you with all your flaws..and still feel proud to have you..

Wish.. To be someone's present and future.. Which would heal the past of each other..

Wish.. That one day.. That person would let both of you be converted to 'we'... 

Wish... That this wish would reach that heart... And that heart would reciprocate... 

:)

SO SHE WISHES... :)

Sitting near the window... with a cup of coffee, a notepad and a pen... She could not decide where to start.... 

She had no clue what to answer.. When the person she has fallen for from the very first sight of him.asks.. "WHY ME!!!"

How to explain when the person she feels complete with asks her how her ideal soulmate would be...

How do she say that.. Feelings have their own language which can never be explained by any combination of twenty six alphabets...

Thousands of thoughts... hopes... confusions....

When he looks into her eyes..every pain in her life diminishes...

When he holds her hands..it feels like the voids in her life are filled...

When he is just around her..she feels so confident...

When he hugs her tight..everything in this world seems so right...

No matter what she does.. All she can think about is him..

Whenever he smiles.. her life seems so bright...

When it is about him... She can dare even her life without a second thought...

Not because he is perfect or imperfect..

Not because he is so good or bad..

But because He accepts her with all her flaws... 

With all the craziness and however weird she gets at times..

He let her be herself.. and not a sugarcoated self...

And that is what she ever wished for in her ideal mate...

She keeps the pen down.. Takes a sip of coffee..

Wishing secretly..

Only if the pen was her and the paper was him...

So she could express the storms and turmoils within her and make him understand how it feels indeed... :)

Only if I explain..WHY.......

You are with me but I can't call you mine..

You are the answer to my wishes but I can't declare it to be fulfilled..

You are the sweetness I ever searched for but I can't have it all..

You are the one I ever fell for but I can't expect to be held..

I know you might never feel the same way.. 

I know you may never accept me..

But I love you... And I don't know why..

Some may say it is..

For what you are.. And for what I am when I am with you.. 

For letting me be the real me.. For being honest..

For bearing my craziness and weird stuffs I say or do..

But the truth is... I love you for you are the one to be loved.. That's what I feel...